Staying away from her

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26th April, 2017

Staying away from her? I never wanted but I’ve had to so many times. Among the 19 years that I’ve been on earth, I’ve lived away from her for 3 years or a little more. I was 12 when I had to leave home for the first time, it was miserable, worst thoughts that came in my mind was then, at the age of 12. Again, I had to stay away from her when I was 15. It never felt good but I was into growing towards maturity and had learnt to accept things. Then for the third time, when she had to go away from home, I was 18. Days had gone worst but I was at my strongest. Circumstances were never going on our favor, but each time my relationship with her was growing stronger only. The closeness and distances between us always made us grow and taught us better about life. May be mother is such a person who teaches us the most of our life’s lessons staying whether near or far from us. Life doesn’t come with manual but it comes with a mother.

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