My therapy

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11th Dec. 2017
I don’t always feel right about things I am doing. Most of the times, things don’t work the way you want them to. But it’s not every time that I feel low when things don’t work well. Whenever I feel any grudge holding me back, whenever I feel like I am not able to fix my problems, I go around and do things I love. I travel to random places, find a spot, sit there for a while and observe people around. Every time I do this, I read people’s faces, their way of doing regular activities, their willingness to achieve something. I observe people showing their love, and I observe reasons that make them smile. That’s the only time when I compare myself to those people. And each time I do so, I only feel superior, I only feel blessed to have the life I am living.

I just need some spare hours and a spot to sit any place around., I automatically happen to find peace. I see myself pulling off the situations I have been into. I see  myself teaching life lessons. I see myself motivating my own self.

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